I USED TO SIT AND WONDER WHAT I'D DONE SO WRONG.WHY DOES  THE ROAD AHEAD OF ME SEEM SO VERY LONG?I'VE LOST SO MUCH IN THIS LIFE,"WHY ME DEAR LORD,I PRAY...YOU TOOK WHAT MEANT THE MOST TO ME AND I NEEDED HIM TO STAY... I'M NOT AT ALL TRYING TO QUESTION YOU,FOR I KNOW YOU HAVE A PLAN,BUT PLEASE JUST SEND AN ANGEL TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND.I FEEL SO LOST AND INCOMPLETE,AS IF THE HEART'S GONE FROM MY CHEST. NEVER DID I IMAGINE,  I'D LAY MY SON TO REST.THE DAYS GO BY AND PEOPLE SAY JUST WHAT THEY'D DO IF THEY WERE ME. HOW CAN THEY SAY SUCH A THING,WHEN THEY HAVE THE SLIGHTEST CLUE?

I KNOW THEIR INTENTIONS MAY BE MEANT ,NOT IN A HARMFUL WAY,BUT HOW CAN SOMEONE WHO'S NEVER LOST KNOW THE PAIN I FEEL EACH DAY.

I THANK YOU LORD FOR ALLOWING ME THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR LOVE.FOR YOU SENT TO ME AN ANGEL WHO NOW DWELLS WITH YOU ABOVE. COULD YOU PLEASE JUST TAKE A MINUTE AND HOLD MY ANGEL TIGHT,TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM AND THINK OF HIM EACH NIGHT.I MISS HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS GONE.ASK HIM TO WATCH OVER ME ,TIL YOU ALSO CALL ME HOME.I'LL GO NOW LORD AND THANKS AGAIN FOR HEARING THIS PRAYER OF MINE.I NOW KNOW I WAS LUCKY,'CAUSE  ANGELS ARE HARD TO FIND.JUST ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO...I WANT TO THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN, YOU KNEW I WASN'T IN THIS ALONE AND SENT A GROUP OF FRIENDS.WE SHARE OUR THOUGHTS,AND DON'T HAVE TO FEAR IF WE NEED TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY,THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY I FEEL BECAUSE THEY ALSO SAID GOOD-BYE.THEIR ANGELS ARE THERE WITH YOU TOO, AND I ASK YOU TO WATCH OVER THEM 'TIL THE END.I LOVE THEM ALL,AND THANK YOU LORD,FOR ALL OF MY ANGEL-FAMILY  FRIENDS!"

ALL MY LOVE!...WRITTEN BY DAWN ELMORE