19 Mar 2006
PEOPLE ASK ME HOW I'M DOING AND I SAY THAT I'M OK. > THE FACT IS THAT I'M NOT...MY PAIN WORSENS EVERY DAY! > I WONDER WHAT IF I HAD SAID,OR OF ALL THAT COULD'VE BEEN DONE. > IF I HAD ONLY KNOWN YOU'D BE GONE,MY PRECIOUS,LOVING SON. > SOME CAN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND AND THINK I SHOULD GO ON. > BUT HOW CAN I DO SUCH A THING WHEN A PART OF ME IS GONE. > THEY SAY THAT IT GETS EASIER AND YOUR BURDEN IS LESS TO BARE. > I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT'S TRUE WHEN ALL YOU LOVED'S NO LONGER THERE. > I PRAY THAT GOD WILL EASE MY MIND AND SHOW ME HOW TO JUST GO ON. > AND GIVE ME BACK THE HEART HE TOOK THE DAY HE CALLED YOU HOME. > ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS BROKEN AND MY TEARS OVERFLOW, > I TRY TO HIDE THE SADNESS SO NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW. > PRETENDING'S JUST NOT EASY WHEN YOU KNOW NOT HOW TO > SEE,THE REASON YOU ARE HURTING ...WHY'S THIS HAPPENING TO ME? > I'LL NEVER SEE YOU GO TO SCHOOL OR HAVE CHILDREN OF YOUR OWN. > THE LINK THAT MADE MY LIFE COMPLETE IS NOW FOREVER GONE. > I'LL TRY TO BE MUCH STRONGER AND KNOW THAT YOU LIVE ON. > ALTHOUGH I KNOW YOU'RE THERE WITH GOD, I FEEL SO ALL ALONE. > FROM THIS DAY FORWARD I HAVE TO SEE THAT YOU REALLY NEVER DIED.FOR AS LONG AS YOU LIVE INSIDE MY HEART YOUR MEMORY'S STILL ALIVE!!!!!!
...WRITTEN BY DAWN ELMORE ...(ANGEL MOM-BRANTLEY)
Dawn Elmore
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